Self-assessment

I can't believe the blogging is over... it seems like just yesterday I was learning how to use this site and now I'm writing my last one.
I have never wrote poetry before but in this blog I wrote a couple of poems that just flowed and I was amazed. I never would have thought that I would be able to write poems like that and I did. Experimenting with pictures was truly interesting, I showed everyone pictures that I don't think I would ever have the guts to show people if it wasn't for blogging. I was able to step aside from my usually goofy laughing self and show my ranting bitchy self and wasn't ashamed about it. loll you know i love ranting! I loved the fact that I was able to pour my heart out in these blogs. Sometimes though I would just stare at a computer screen for hrs and think what the fuck am I going to write. I tired my best with being freaky and stepping out of the box, I hope you can all see that.

Obama - - - YES WE CAN

"CHANGE HAS COME TO AMERICA" words from the president himself =]

i am truly excited and happy that Barak Obama will be our country's new president. the speech he gave was so touching that i was crying.
Finally a democratic back in the white house. let history be made. my vote counted!!It's sad to hear that is grandma is not here to see he win but shes watching over him. if you think about i believe she knew he was gonna win. The fact that she passed away a day before election day made me believe she knew her time was done and that she is now going to inspire him in whether he does. I can not wait to see what he is going to do for this country! i know he can make a difference.

As far McCain's speech was prefect it was one of his best speeches ever. he couldn't have said anything better. He was just such a good sport had only but nice things to say.

"YES WE CAN"

the creativity retreat

i honestly did not know what to expect on Saturday but let me tell you it was awesome! i had alot of fun with everyone. even though we were lost for 2hrs thanks to mike lol it was great. the weather was not as bad as i thought sunday it was chilly but saturday was beautiful. the food btw wass delicious. The little workshops we had to do were nice and relax. The pictures i took were beautiful. making smores were tons of fun we could not stop laughing =]. i used to hate the nature and found it extremely boring but after saturday i see nature in a different light. i can cherish it more now.

anotherr rant

fuck fuck fuck motherfucker. im in such a bad mood.
I had to go to the doctors today and get three fucking shots in my arm and it hurts like a bitch.
then danny's ex-gf keeps running her fucking mouth and i really wanna just punch her across her ugly looking face. with her fucking big bug eyes and no lips mouth. if she wasn't fucking three hundred pounds i would but she'd prob sit on me. i hate to talk like this but i had enough of her, she will not leave me alone and i just wanna move on, im seriously over her shit. like she neeeds to grow up. we're 18 now, worry about writing papers then what i'm doing because honestly I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU SO STOP WORRYING ABOUT WHAT IM DOING IN MY LIFE!!
then on top of that i got big nosed f. trying start trouble with my friends so he's other one. he should worry more on graduating high school then fucking trying to start trouble. he should really go to school he would then maybe have a brain.
i seriously hate people. i got to stop caring what people say.

on a happier note...I VOTED TODAY...thankk you very much!

they need you, please help them. they need you right now more then ever.

i think about you everyday, i miss you. it seems like just yesterday i was hearing stories
about you. i hope your ok up there, better yet i know you are. i keep getting stronger as
the days pass. thank you for being there for me. I'll never forget about you, ill remember you and keep you in my heart forever.

<3

it was hard at first.
i didn't know how to feel.
One minute i missed you and then the next minute i didn't even want to see you.
you are so nice and you treat me different.
no one has ever treated me this way.
i thought i was a bad person but now i've realized i was just confused.
this was all new to me.
i'm sorry i had my doubts, you make me happy more then upset.
even though we are miles away, we just keep on getting stronger.

Retreat

Trip to the city/brooklyn

I just uploaded tons of pics and finally the ones from the trip to Brooklyn we took a lil while ago. I had a great time that day. It was fun. The museum was interesting, I enjoyed the exhibit of Gilbert and George. Walking over the Brooklyn was soo fun with the cyclists ahahah they were getting so annoyed if you were in their lane, they seriously need to relax cuz they almost ran three ppl over haha. Going to the seaport was fun, i love Nathans lol Overall it was the best trip so farrrr!!!