Pictures

heyyy mikee youuu wanted freaky...soo here is freaky lolol

Belly of beast

Your a dick. How could you play with my emotions like that and not even care? I loved you, I wanted to be with you. So what if I was a little tipsy, I knew exactly what I was saying. You knew exactly what you were saying too. I remember that night, it was the worst night of my life. I made a fool out myself all for you. I couldn't keep it all inside of me, I just had to tell you . For 3 years you did this to me, back and forth, back and fourth. So I had to let you know how I felt, finally face to face. "I want to be with you Ryan." To this day the words keep replaying in my head, "I don't believe you Sam, this isn't you." It was me you asshole, it was always me, I just kept in for so long. "Sam I think about you all the time, it's just we're going to college and..uhh.. you know what well talk about this tomorrow when you get better." Again, I was fine you prick, a little buzz but I was even slurring my words, everyone knew i was fine but you just needed an excuse. You needed a way out you big baby. I called you. I fucking called you the next day to"talk" about this and you didn't even answer you pussy. Not even a text not even a fucking IM, after all the shit we went through, you couldn't even IM me??What? you couldn't handle it?? You can't deal with the fact maybe you felt the same way?? Now you think your a big shot because we don't talk anymore but you fucking idiot, you tried talking to me...TWICE! and you know what i did?? Not answer? how does it feel? you feel better now huh? think you can talk to me whenever the fuck YOU want but you know what?? I'm fucking sick of you, I'm done..I've moved on and find someone SOOOO much better. He actually treats me like a fucking person you piece of shit. Another thing baby, don't you remember KARMA HURTS LIKE A BITCH..well that chick you started dating after our lil incident, HA she dumped your sorry ass 2 weeks later and btw didn't remember me and her were friends!!! HAHAHAHAH the shit you told her about me, well she knows the real story and that's ONE oof the reasons why she broke up with you, the others are typical you, you dumbass.

something serious

I'm not a serious person.. It's not me.. I love to goof around but today.. Today I've decided to write a serious blog entry....
I watch Nancy Grace on occasion and what she has been talking about for the last month and a half is the Caylee Anthony case. If you haven't already heard the story about Caylee Anthony, well its a case of a missing 3 year old. I believe the mother killed her. I hate to even say this poor beautiful young girl is dead but its been 3 months and no sign of her. Don't get me wrong miracles happen and she could be out there but with the facts they have found i don't think shes alive. Her mother Casey Anthony is a pathological liar and i can not stand her. She has not told one thing that wasn't a lie. I do not believe a word out of that psycho's mouth. First of all she wasn't even the one to call about her missing daughter NOPE it was the grandma. Now that is pretty strange and when the Grandmother called she said "It smells like a dead body has been in there." What grandmother would say that and not have any suspicious to what happened. Let me first begin with the series of lies Casey has said for the past the months:
First she said the last time she seen Caylee was when she dropped her off to a babysitter named Zenaida Fernandez. Well when the cops took Casey to see where she dropped off Caylee, she didn't even "remember" where she left her. When she finally did, the place never existed AND the babysitter was completely made up. That is not even the half of it. It gets soo much better.
Second she was asked to prove the nanny and how she "called" her at one point to get in touch with her. Casey needed her phone to see the call history because at that time they couldn't get the phone records. Casey said she was working at Universal and that she had two phones. Since one was broken she was going to take the second one and replace it with the old phone's SIM card.
Well she hadn't worked at universal for years and the sick bitch wouldn't even admit it until she got to the door of universal with the cops and was like "Ok i don't work here." Also her phone's SIM card was magically lost and she couldn't find it.
Third After knowing the cops found out about Zenaida being made up.. She still insisted that she talked to Caylee over the phone on July 15. When the cops finally received the phone records... They were no calls that supported her claim.
Not only is the mother lieing but the psycho's parents are lying. It never ends.. Here are some lies from them:
First the grandma Cindy turned the dead body smell into an old pizza. Last time i checked they smell completely different.
Second Cindy washed evidence found in her daughter's car, Casey's pants, supposedly by accident. But then in one interview she complained that since the cops never came by for evidence Cindy was going to start disposing of things.
There is so much more but we would be here for days.
After the missing claim went out, Casey was found in a club a couple days after, drinking and having a good time with friends. How can you have fun with friends if your daughter just went missing????? I just don't get it. This woman really needs help and i can not wait until the bust her ass and she gets what she deserves. And as for as the parents, it disgust me that they keep denying the fact the daugther could have done something really bad to their granddaughter. They should wake up and start asking questions.
I'm keeping track if anything new is found and if there is.. I will be the first to let you know.

2nd Placeeeeee

Fire Extinguisher

sometimes I wear a hat
my grandma has a cat
omg! look over there
I don't know what to wear
Joe Jonas is HOT
Kevin Jonas is not
I like to play in the snow
yo momma is a hoe!
I'm tired
you're fired
strawberries covered in chocolate are good
don't ever go to the hood
my mom has a car
twinkle twinkle little star
I like the color pink
I like it when boys wink
I got a big butt
my dog's a mutt
outside there's a tree
I like a cup of tea
lets get naked
shake & bake it
the sun is out in the day
horses eat hay
gimme gimme more
campfires & a s'mores
my brothers name is Chris
wanna give me a kiss?
cows go mooooooo!
omg shoes!
I'm sitting in a chain
Smokey the bear
TV IS FUN!

Inspiration

My mom is the one who has inspired me the most...
She is just soo smart and has such a big heart and she help pass that on to me. Mama Falcs has been the one who has taught me the most important things in life. Such as my faith, how to be a leader, a hard worker and most importantly strong...
She is my hero and one of the main reasons is she had to overcome her biggest challenge alcohol.
It came honestly came out of the blue. She never had a problem with alcohol until i was about 13 and my grandma passed away. She just didnt noe how to cope with certain things and her way out was alcohol. She has been sober for 2 and half years now and im so proud of her. She has showed me how strong she truly is and how strong i can be. I didn't always feel that way at first..I didnt understand why she would do this to us but you know what..i didnt realize one thing that i have realized now.. She was also doing this to herself. She was hurting herself as well. I never really seen her in her moments since my daddy always took us out to a movie or somewhere to eat but when i did it was upsetting. It astonished me see how it can change someone, she would only be sleeping but i knew why. No one would have ever guessed my mom was an alcoholic only because she seemed like wonder mom, always at school picking us up, at the soccer games everywhere and that was another thing that amazed me. When she would have her little moments she ALWAYS found a way to be there for us for example she couldnt drive us to school she would call someone up to pick us up.. it just amazes me how my brother and I were always on her mind even when she wasn't sober. My mom wanted help, she wanted to get better all because of us and now shes learning for herself as well. She didnt always feel that way at first , she felt like she had to do this for my family but now that she has learned so much, she has seen she needed to get help for herself as well. I truly thank her for that. She still goes to some group meetings every once in awhile to show how well she is doing. Because of this she has shown me how alcohol or any type of drug isnt a game, it can have an affect on people and also she has shown me that i dont need to be afraid of alcohol just need to have control. My mom has helped me grow up, i have learned so many things from this experience. She has shown me how she really is Wonder Mom, she can get through anything and that is why i look up to her.

Change

You've changed
Not for the better, oh no for the worst.
What happened?
We we're so close.
All those inside jokes, late night phone calls, and school days.
Where'd it all go?
Was I to "boring" for you? or was it that I couldn't keep up with you?
I'm sorry I don't like the things you do now, better yet I'm glad I don't
I'm happy with who I am and I guess you weren't

Maybe thats why you changed...

My favorite thingsss

• Ipod- as you already know music is what i love and i just cant live without my ipod.. i take it everywhere
• Blackberry- i adore my blackberry it is truly amazing lolol i can do almost anything on it lolol i usually dont care if im punished but when my phone is taken away for something umm yeah i noe not to do that again
• Burt's Bees- BEST LIP BALM EVER CREATED!! its awesome it works wonders. I pick my lip sometimes ewwww i noe gross but i cant help it sometimes and Burt Bee's heals it up in a heartbeat!!
• Vera Wing Flower Princess- I love this perfume..im very picky when it comes to scents i love fresh somewhat floral scents and that is exactly what Vera Wang Flower Princess is.. i wear it all the time!
• Ferris Bueller's day off- not only is it one of my favorite movies but its made in the 80's!! i love this movie i watch it all the time i love the whole concept and music..its greatt!!
• Justin Timberlake Loveshow tour on DVD- BEST TOUR EVER!! no seriously it was the best concert i have EVER gone too and ive gone to alot lol I will never forget it!! the stage is set up SOO different you have to see it and the effects.. i cantt just please watch it sometime and you will noe what im talking about loloolol
• Chanel nail Polish Blue satin- One of my christmas presents was the chanel blue satin nail polishes..one of my favorite colors...ugh i love that nail polish and the bottle itself...im even wearin it right nowwww!
• Makeup- ok im not one of those girls who take 5 hrs to put on makeup..nope not me and i do not wear orange concealer lol sorry but i do enjoy wear SOME makeup..Eye shadows are soo much fun to play with..there's so many different colors so i love to try different ones every once in awhile
• Last but DEFF not least my RAY-BAN's- I got them as one of my graduation gifts.. they are just so vintage and not to mention from the 80's. I love when its sunny becuz i get to wear them =]

What is your favorite word?
love.

What is your least favorite word?
death.

What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally?
God helps me see things in a different point of view.
Also my family, and friends i like to hear their opinion on certain things.

What turns you off?
Hypocrisy.

What is your favorite curse word?
"bitch" i like to say it in a different ways like bizznatch or biotch.

What sound or noise do you love?
the sound of the ocean. Every year we take a vacation to Virginia Beach and i just love to go on the balcony, read a book and listen to the waves.

What sound or noise do you hate?
i can NOT stand when people play with balloons and that sound it makes ughh it drives me crazy!!

What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?
a radio talk show host becuz my dream of being a MTV VJ is shattered since TRL is going to be gone soon. =/ i would love to be a music producer but im not sure at the moment. Basically anything to do with Music.

What profession would you not like to do?
doctor. i would not be able to deal with all the pressure.

If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates?
so how about dem yankees?

I'm OK

I thought I'd never get over you

I thought I'd never be the same

without you but you know what

I'm OK

You use to win me over with your words

You always knew exactly what to say

I'm OK

You never knew what you wanted

You always had to think

I'm OK

You had your little fun with me

but I'm not your toy no more

I'm OK

You think you could get whatever you want

but honey remember

you never truly got me

I'm OK

That's why you held on so long

I'm Ok

but now I'm letting go of you for good

I'm Free

I'm OK

That day

We haven't spoken
since that day
The day you left me alone
not knowing wat to say

I should of kept
my big mouth shut
I knew you thought
I sounded like a nut

But I was speaking from my heart
you didnt even listen
you wanted to part

at first all I did was cry
but I dont know why

your not worth it
you never were

I know it took so long for me to see it
to see that bit..

That bit of you i was denying
I was just lying

lying to myself

To think you were the one
Well im done

Don't try and talk to me
because I will know excatly what to say

That dream of you and me together forever
vanished that day

That day I poured my heart to you
and all you did

was run away

Class at Jones Beach

some picturesss from the awesome claass at jones beach even though i was attacked by millons of bugsss lol it was still alot of funnn!!

Close Connectionss

i am extremely close to my parents which i sometimes feel is hard to find and i am soo grateful for that...

Mama Falcs...hmm where to beginnn..
welll lol She is truly wonder mother lol She has worried about me every since i was born. She always finds something to worry about lol When my dad goes to work shes the one who has to take care of my brother and I for school and such. She is the one who makes sure we ALWAYS and i mean ALWAYS looked presentable. I mean what mother makes the nurse put a pink headband on when you just were born so you looked pretty for your first picture from the hospital??lolol well Mama Falcs did..She made sure the nurse put a pink headband on me as soon as i was bornn lol My mom has taught me soo muchh. She taught me how to be a strong women and to be a leader not a follower. She has showed me how to be "faithful." My mom was the soccer mom,the softball mom,dancer momm and cheerleader mom. Every time i had a game or a recital or a cheer competition she was the mom who was always cheering the loudest, the one who made sure she got the parents together to thank the coaches, the one who when the coaches would need signs for support would go and ask my mom cuz they knew my mom cares sooo much for me and supports my every move. My mom can be over protective sometimes but you noe what i need her to be or i wouldnt be the person i am today I love my momm even though she can be really hard on me sometimes...she is my hero. She is the person i run to for helpppp.
I have and will always bee daddy's little girl...
My dad has been there for me every since dayyy oneee. Know matter how mad his boss would get mad at him for missing work for a school concertt or game, he would still show up. Even though work would be a lil tough to manage, he had alaways got his video camera together lol and find a way to come see me perform. He is the supporter of the family and til this day he has given me everything a girl can ask for. My father and I have always been close and that is becuz we are soo alike. Unlike my mom, my father and I tend to be more lay back at times where as Maama Falcs is freaking out about something so small. Which is understandable becuz she is the mom lolol we can just watch a movie, which btw he was the one who introduced me into all the classics, thanks to him i love action movies..anyway we can just watch a movie and relax, where as again lolol Mama Falcs begins to start thinking of what we have to do friday. My dad came for a very poor family since he lived with 6 other siblings and grew up in a not so good area in brooklyn. Instead of letting something like that affect you.. my dad made a new life, he moved on. I am so proud and have so much respect for him becuz of where is his today. Of course he gives me the lecture of i had to work for most of things you have today lol i still love him so much and its amazing how if i dont wanna talk to mom about something at first i can go to him and ask for advice. He knows Mom a lill better then i do lolol He is the one who inspires me to be independent and not need to rely on anyone

6 Literal Self-Portraits

Photo of concealment

Mug Shot

allow me to "hand" it to you

i hate my noseee

Bathrroomm portrait

indoor shottt

Jayyy Ohhhh Beee 2

Ok so it was my 1st day at work and i honestly had a good timee...The worrkk was some what confusing at the beginning but as the dayyy when onn it got easier. I'm prettyy happy cuz i wass sooo afraid before but nowww im actually gladd im working there. Lol this is forr nowww.. welll see how it goesss..
Omg Gossip Girll is on in 20 mins!!! Can NOT waitt.. I wanna see what happens with Blairr and The Lord also with Dan and Serena ohh i hope they stay together b/c they are just SOOO cute togetherrr lolol Nate hass some trouble going on so hopefully it gets solved lol
Ahhh and then One Tree Hill is on...ughh its gonna be soo depressing since Q just died...I hopee Jamiee doesnt take it tooo hard which i highly doubtt b/c he adoredd Q...Ughh im gonna be in tearsssss....

Jayyyy Ohhh Beeee

So tomorrow i start my new job =/ im kinda nervous.....
ok im really nervous lol i dont noe what to expect, i mean i noe im gonna begin training but still im scared lol i use to work at Walbaums and omgg that was terrible!! I started like a year ago and it wass ok at first i meann i made neww ffriends, loved getting the pay checks but then as it contined it got worst. i did get employee of the month but i just had to quit. They way ppeople would get overr wrong change or not double bagging their grocery's it was badd. I almost cried sometimess. I just pray this job isn't as baddd becuz i dont noe if ill be able to deall with it....
well i better get some sleepppp..ill lett you noe how ittt gooesssssss

Last Nightt

I was listening to my ipod before and came up with an idea.
I 'm going to write a paragraph using Song Titles lol Yupp im preety bored and its raininggg soo here it iss:

LAST NIGHT i got LOST! i was LUCKY to met a man named MR. CARTER. He helped me FIND A NEW WAY home. Since i was so FAR AWAY , it took me FOREVER to finally get home. When i arrived to my house, it was 4 IN THE MORNING. MAMA was freaking out. I told her "DONT PANIC, I'll explain WHATS GOING ON." i thought i was in TROUBLE, but she understood. She told me next time i should send a WARNING SIGN. I went to sleep but my dad decided to to give me a WAKE UP CALL. i asked him "WHAT TIME IS IT?" He said "it's time to GET UP and TALK." I told my pops i was SORRY that i did not PHONE HOME. "i PROMISE i will call you guys next time anything like this happens", i said. He simply explained how i was FORGIVEN and NOBODYS PERFECT. He then left off with GOODNIGHT AND GOODBYE......THATS WHAT YOU GET when you dont call your parents during a EMERGENCY. IM READY now to go to BED. GOODNIGHT everyone.

lmaoo wow that wass weird...oh wellll


SONG LISTTT =]

last night- justin timberlake
lost!-coldplay
lucky- jason mraz
mr. carter- lil wayne
find a new way- young love
far away- nickleback
forever- chris brown
4 in the morning- gwen stefani
mama- spice girls
don't panic- coldplay
whats going on- marvin gaye
trouble-coldplay
warning sign- coldplay
wake up call- maroonn 5
what time is it- high school musical
get up- ciara
talk-coldplay
sorry- jonas brothers
phone home- lil wayne
promise- ciara
forgiven- relient k
nobody's perfect- hannah montana
goodnight and goodbye- jonas brothers
thats what you get- paramore
emergency- paramore
im ready- jacks mannequin
bed- j holiday
goodnight- spice girls

9/11

God Bless America...

My prayers are to the men, women and children who lost their lives; all those who sacrificed their lives; and to all the Heroes that responded to the emergency 11 September 2001...

Tired and Bored

So i have school in exactly an hour =/

i really dont wanna go to class but i have too lol

i dont even know what im gonna wearrrr

I'm soo tiredd, which is weird becuz i got

atleast 8 hrs of sleepp but...my mom woke

me up at 7 for i dont eve remember lolol and

then my best friend Catherine called me at 10..

i went bak to sleep though

Tomorrows fridayyyyyy
LALALALALALALALA

Project Runway was soo goodd yesterdayyy

BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH

I got to watch the episode of Gossip Girl i missed =]

AHHAHHAHHAHH

Its a gorgeous day outsideeee

UGHUGHUGHUGH

My dog lexie is crazyyyyyy

LOLLOLLOLLOL

i betterrr start gettingggggg readyyy

VMA'S 2008..

Since i'm a huge fan of music and my dream is to be an MTV VJ lol i watched the VMA's last night. I have watched the VMA's with Mama Falcs since i was 8 lol. its a tradition...

Let me start of by sayin i was NOT impressed..wat has been going on for the past two years???...its been so disorganized..

Last year was farrrrr worst i mean i lovee Britney Spears but her performance last year was teerriblee, i was soo dissappointeddd!! And then last years show continued by only showing 1 min of each artist's performance at the bottom of the screen i never new wat was goin on!!

This year wasn't as bad but still i was not blowed away. Britneyy opened the show with some skit with Jonah Hill ahhhh i love him he's hilarouss!! Omg Britney looked greatttt!!! I wass soo happyyy she looked like her old self again..lets just hope she stays this way....Brit Brit even won threee awardss!!!!Anyway this Russell Brand guy was the host and he was TERRIBLE..First of all i never understood a word he was sayin since he was talkin tooo fast and screaminng and this guy was only in like one movie??how the heck did he get to host?? The show continued with stars such as Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus, Jonas Brothers, Lil Wayne, LL Cool J, Lauren Conrad, Lindsay and etc.

As far as the performances..Pink was aamazing she looked amazing and sung great she had all these special effects it was veryy entertaining..

The Jo Bros were adorable they sung their new song "Love Bug" it was cute...

Rihanna was hottt!! She performed twicee the first time she opened and she did ok she didnt sing too much but when she performed with T.I. she wasss rockinngg itt!! lol

Kid Rock wass really good which i was suprisedddd but i enjoyed him..

Lil Wayne would not stoppp grabbing hisss ballss LMAO i hate to sound that way but that was exactly wat he was doin...

I didnt even get to see Katy Perry performed which let me tell you i was PISSEDDD!! i was soo excited cuz i love her and they only showed two seconds of herrr!! Wateverrrr!!

OMG Christina WTF??? Here she was saying omg im gonna perform all of my old songs blah blah blah OK she performed ONE old song..Genie in the Bottle.. TOTALLY ruined the song she like added some techno i didnt noe what was going on AND she LIP SYNCED!!! Umm the whole reason i love Christina is becuz she has such a strong,powerful and beautiful voice and she wass Lip syncinngg...I wass soo upsettttttt..

BUT the one who stole the show(in my opinion) was the one and only................................

KANYE WEST!! he did fantastic!!! He came out with the BRAND new songgg and i believe it was about his ex fiance...it was soo intense that when he was done singing.. i noe Kanye was singin and he sounded pretty good lol...but anyway when he was done singin.. It looked that he was gonna cryy.. He truly put his all into it.. I loved it.....

Other then that the show was alriteee i didnt even care about who won cuz i was too upset about the show in general and let me addd Justin was not therreee =[[[[ but i new he wasnt gonna be becuz of his fashion showww...

So that is all i had to sayyy about the VMA's =]]] hoped you enjoyedddd

Rip Joseph Poidomani 5/7/08

I would like to dedicate this blog to a good friend of mine Joe Poidomani...Today it has been four months since Joe has passed away and it seems like it happened just yesterday... i will never forget that day where i found out what happened to Joe..It goes like this:

It was a regular school day at my senior year of The Mary Louis Academy. The two thirty bell had rung and I was packing my books to go home. I had to take the bus home that day so I was waiting for my friend to come with me. I usually don’t call my mom until I’m half way home or until I get off my stop but for some reason i had this weird feeling and I called her as soon as I started to walk down the hill. She didn’t answer which sometimes happens so i relaxed a lil and continued to walk down the hill. Two seconds later she calls back. All I could hear was heaving breathing and her voice was shaking. “Mom what’s going on” I didn’t even say hi. She said “Sam something terrible has happened” Immediately I think about my dog. “Mom is it Lexie?” I asked. “No, No Lexie is fine, it’s John Sam, Daddy’s best friend died.” I couldn’t think straight, all these thoughts were running through my head and boy was that bus ride the longest bus ride of my life. I just remember praying to God that everyone was ok. That bus ride took thirty minutes and I remember because all I kept looking at was my phone, usually the bus takes twenty minutes but on that day it was thirty. My stop finally came and I almost hurt myself getting off because I just wanted to be home and see what had happened. I walk in and there my mom is, her eyes bloodshot red, her face as pale as a ghost. With a soft whisper she says “It wasn’t John, It was his son Joe who died.” I couldn’t believe it, and she couldn’t believe it either. My dad didn’t come home yet and we were so anxious to see what happened to him. I was thinking maybe it was a school shooting, or a car accident, but no it was worst. Joseph Poidoimani had died by suicide on May 7, 2008. When my dad told us tears were in his eyes, he had the same look on his face when my cousin Anthony died at the age of 16. I didn’t want to talk all I did at first was take a shower. I don’t know why but that was my first reaction. All day my dad was receiving calls from his boss, since Joe’s father worked with my dad, finding out more information each time. The only information we found out was that Joe had shot himself. My dad’s boss was trying to keep it quiet since it was such a tragedy.....

Joe poidomani was truly an amazing person. He was only 19 and a sophomore at Fordham University. He lived in a beautiful mansion and his father just brought him a brand new mustang. He worked hard that car. The reason he got a mustang was because he got a full scholarship to Fordham. He had a wonderful family. His family was just as close as mine. He was best friends with his father and sister and he adored his mother. As you can Joe was a very intelligent, he got straight A's in school and he also never touched any drug or drank any alcohol.His father John, is my Dad's best friend. So we would all see Joe every once in a while. He was always so polite to my family and I. While his sister and I would go to concerts, Joe and my brother would spend some time together..We were all close to Joe....

I still cant believe its been four months..its just so surreal to me. I miss Joe everyday and each day I'm becoming a lil stronger. I will not lie i wasnt strong at first. In fact i was a lil madd at God and at Him..i didnt understand why he would do this or why God would let this happen but i now realized he must of been in soo much pain and God could not control him. Though i am faithful in God i did have my moment where i questioned him but now this tragedy has made my relationship with God so much closer and again stronger. They say if you take your own life you will go to hell. Joe isnt in hell and i noe that because God forgives everyone and God forgave Joe. God's heart is opened to everyone including those who have sinned. God's heart is open to Joe. I continue to pray for his family since they have been taking this really hard but i noe Joe will heal them. He will show them the way and somehow show them everythin i have said. Joe will show his family in some sort of way. Joe has taught me if i'm having a bad day and want to give up ill remember Joe and he helps me get through it.

Joseph Poidomani has and will continue to be in my heart and prayers forever.....

Rip Joe Poidomani 5/7/08 I know your shining down upon me from heaven....

Who I am

I am Samantha Falco. I have always been Samantha Falco and what i mean about that is after all the years of meeting new people and making new friends no one has been able to change me...

So where to begin.. I was born on July 19, 1990 in Queens New York =] I'm very friendly and i enjoy meeting new people. I'm very active, i've tried just about every sport and the two that i enjoy most is soccer and cheerleading lol Yes cheerleading is a sport, ive been a cheerleader since i was in 5th grade..As far as soccer, I havent played since last year but i miss it so much. David Beckham is my favorite soccer player of all time. Ive been to two of his games since he has been in the US..

Btw you will notice i have ALOT of favorites but i cant help it lolol......

<-- for my 18th bday i got to see beckham!

Another thing that makes me who i am is my spiritually. I ve attended Catholic school all my life and it has helped my spiritually grow throughout the years. I am very faithful in God and one thing i live by is "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON." For example: Theres a reason why i didnt get that job or theres a reason why i wasnt able to go to that party..I have trust in God, he knows what is going to happen next. Even though i am faithful that doesnt mean i look down upon those who aren't. I am very open minded and if you dont believe in God i would never hold that against you or try to make you a believer.

I come from a very close family. It has always been My mother, My father and My younger brother Chris. Of course we keep in touch with our relatives but every holiday we just celebrate with us. I will not lie it can sometimes be depressing but i like becuz it has made us soo strong. On a nicer note lol i simply love to be goofy. If you can make me laugh which is really easy becuz i laugh at anything then im your best friend lol Dane Cook is my hero..He is soo funny. My friends and I always quote him....

I am obsessed with the 80's lol so i tend to like things from that decade. i sometimes even dress like im in the 80's pretty weird but i just am fascinated with the fashion and music..

Music..ughh i can listen to music all day.. i listen to all different types i can go from Coldplay (if your not having a good day just play one song from Coldplay and just simply listening to Chris martin sing..you will feel better lol) to Lil Wayne lol even artists from the 60's and 70's..

Every week or so i like to go online and see wat new songs have been released and then i usually just put them on my Ipod lol i like knowing songs before there on the radio..

One thing that just makes me who i am is how much i adored My favorite and i mean FAVORITE artist Mr. Justin Timberlake..i have been a fan of his since the NSYNC days..I have gone to just about every one of his concert including NSYNC concerts..i will never forget the one at giant stadium and how hard it was to get the tickets since my mom still brings it up til this dayy lol And i went to his latest tour last year twice =] i had to go twice since his show was so great even Trump and Diddy went lol I simply adore everything about him i noe i noe i sound like a stalker but i just think he is amaziing. The way he sings and dances and acts..ughh i better not get into it or well be here for dayss lol

<-- pic of jt from his concert that i went to last yr =]]]]!

As far as my dreams...My dream is to find something that i enjoy and that I'm able to put it to good use..i want to make a living from it. My desire is that I'm able to support myself, and i wont need to rely on anyone..

My ultimate dream is when i become married and start a family that i can be just as amazing as my parents are to me.

My Morning..

Today i woke up at 7..i am extremely tired.. i cant believe summer has offically come to a end. but anyway i woke up to my annoying alarm clock at 7. I basically rolled out of my bed got changed brushed my teeth and headed off to meet my friendd Jill. Its amazing how small the world is.. i met Jill from the leadership trip in the early summer, but it turns out she is friends with one of my friends who lives right up the block from me..crazyyyy lol..We went to school together then went off to class..good storyy right?

i really cant believee im in college right now, it still hasnt fully hit me yet.

ongoing assessment 9/1/08